the distance between us is blatant. all you ever want to do now is study. every single thing i do now irritates you. the only thing you ever tell me is YOUR HAIR LOOKS LIKE CRAP. what, has being a 6/7 pointer classified you as too educated to fool around with the "less educated" and just have some fun or something? i don't know. i'm just trying to explain it away. maybe i'm just not smart enough to be your friend anymore. maybe mucking around with me has become beneath you. i'm just trying to save the friendship cos i DO cherish it a lot much as you may doubt it. but this feels really one-sided. to you i'm probably some little kid clamouring for your attention, just annoying the fuck out of you. so much as this hurts me, i'm going to say this. i'm giving up on this one-sided friendship. it's fruitless. my dear friend has grown up. and i haven't. i don't want to stay in this just to hurt myself.

if one day, you decide to grow down, and if one day, you decide this friendship is actually worth saving, let me know. if that one day never comes, well, i will know you have really grown up and i have just lost a friend. have fun solving a maths questions.

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5:57 PM